Good thoughts. Jesus tells us, "But above all pursue his kingdom and righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well" (Matthew 6:33). When we seek God and make decisions that will serve him and his kingdom, he won't waste it. (Heck, even when I make decisions directly counter to his kingdom, he often finds a way to use it, as we see so often throughout the Bible, though there will be negative consequences for me and for others.) We don't have to stress about making the right decision, finding the one, etc. You've hit the nail--its about trusting God even as we embrace our freedom.